So here I am. Almost three months into my blogging career and it is a little more difficult than I had first anticipated. When I first decided that this was a good idea I had grandiose visions of stardom in the bloggasphere and yet here I am, with an unimpressive 139 hits. Admittedly, I haven't been giving it my full attention but I'm nonetheless disappointed with my lack of effort. Before I began to write this blog I had plenty of ideas about what I wanted to write about but I am now finding it increasingly difficult to get my ideas down and out there. This is not because I have lost inspiration but because I have began to lose my nerve somewhat. I'm sure this is by no means an isolated case as everyone must have insecurities about writing for a wide, or in my case a small (or no) audience. I'm so paranoid about any criticism that come my way that all my thoughts are still scrambling around in all the empty rooms in my brain! Is my grammar OK? Is the punctuation up to scratch or does it look as though it's been written by a Chinese primary school child? All of the above have led me to never share any of my blogs with with my immediate circle. I suppose I had hoped that my anonymity would hide me from any criticism or bad press I may get. This said, it is time to change!
Out with the old pessimistic self and in with a new sense of optimism. I will actively seek out some new followers and If I do get some more attention I'm sure it will boost my ego enough so I can wax lyrical about everything and anything all for your reading pleasure. So there you go! Like, comment or even follow my blog not only for your own reading pleasure but for the sake of humanity itself.
